so i decided to make one just for fun, but i don't know how long this will last.
Spring break '11 has already halfway passed and it's not making me happy. spring break should be extended for another week. i need more time!! so next week until the first half of may will be hell week because of grueling opera rehearsals/performances, semi-recital, jury prep,exams, papers...ah make it stop!
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During this break, i've been looking back at my high school days and realized how stupid i was. I made the worst life changing decisions and if God gave me a time machine to go back, I would go back and change everything. I should've have focused more on school and violin. I should have prepared more for my auditions and I should have disconnected my social life. Most importantly, my relationship with God should have been my first priority rather than family and friends. I was reading a passage from my QT book and it taught me that no matter what situation we are in, no matter what the outcome is, whether it's good or bad, we should always give thanks and praise God. I now try to remind myself to do that even if I am in the crappiest mood because I know that God has a reason and a purpose for me<3
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oh, the past 2 nights, i have been waking up to really really good realistic dreams..it's kind of what happened in jan,feb,and march of '10. the funny thing about the dreams during that time is that 2 out of the 3 came true. maybe God's telling me something :). will have to wait and see.
